eastersays

Underneath the Heavens

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 22:53:50 GMT

Half moon (in the sixth month)
and stars (above a blue
blanket in a small field)
watch as I rest my head
in the crook of your arm

Are we alone?

We have each other, Moon
has her stars, stars their fire.
In our own paths, we meet,
suddenly, and are drawn
to orbit, circling you,

you circling me.

Old Things

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 22:40:35 GMT

warm, luscious,
soft, & cold
a box (full

of history's
yellow pages)
that is empty
but for the dust
& an echo

and shadows

long forgotten

Molding

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:58:39 GMT

Chiselling ice into diamond;
excavating gold from silver,
from tin, from Barbie's plastic hair:
Watching the chameleon
match her rose garden, her mother,
matching Aphrodite
in white. A vow in such a kiss,
hello, not just goodnight.

Birth of Us

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:56:39 GMT

Dripping with yolk,
Marrow from Adam's rib,
A fallen tear: spent from my eye:
Tracing lines on your cheek;
A worrisome bead of your sweat
Rolling along my back
To where we meet.

Conversation Over Coffee

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:54:58 GMT

Walk backwards down a dark trail, dive
again into that murky creek
to get to the other side. See
the Moon in retrograde, rising
back to its eerie apex. Feel
the same chill inch along your spine.

Freedom from Memory?
We have stood here before;
it still remains with us:
the weight of a pearl on
a broken oyster shell
after the robbery.

Release

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:52:02 GMT

Your kiss is cavernous:
Stalagmite-tongued, with sucking winds
sweeping me into recesses;

Your taste buds are swollen:
saliva settling, awaiting
my reflexion. I drink you

simply because I can.
I savor your soothing waters
and begin to sweat. I want you:

I stumble deeper still,
searching for some hidden treasure
stored safe in the darkest corners.

I fear most the collapse.
Your kiss is cavernous.

Untitled Fragment

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 13:48:25 GMT

When everyone else plays the fool,
it's good to be with the hero.

Oh My

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:15:58 GMT

So I just went back, searching for a poem I wrote years ago...it was a pretty good poem...one that I ripped apart completely & reinvented tonight with only the 1st line intact; and as I read over the poems on here, I realized that 99.9% of the older ones are sh*t. Serious sh*t. A few of them, honestly, were sh*t because they were written in a very structured way for a course I took many, many years ago, where the teacher (hence, the grade) didn't care about the poem itself, but simply the execution of form. (Ridiculous, I know.) But a lot of them are truly sh*t. I don't believe I posted them. And the really good ones hardly ever make an appearance on here...which is CRAZY. The poem I was searching for isn't even up. WTF was I thinking???

Only in Memory

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:55:43 GMT

Maybe the songs have all been sung
and the silence that stumbles
over fields and hills
(like shadow and fog
and sweet, soft drizzle
on this April morning)
is all that is left to a world
where music was once worth a war.

Maybe the muses have gone away
with their whispers on the air...
Who can bear the white page staring up
from under the weight of the capped pen?
Poets no longer hear
the sound of the word.
(It too is said: the siren
has fallen into silence.)

Mythology (only in memory),
it has all come undone:
The world has seen
a love like ours,
and can no longer
bear those lesser things:
your eyes are the perfect poem;
your lips, the sweetest song.

Testimony

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:55:07 GMT

I am not afraid of you. Your shadow
does not fall over this mind.
Most thoughts on our past together
are brief, they do not linger
at the door with well-wishes
(that are often bottomless).
Your face must've been one
of which I could forget every line
(in paraphrasing the poet), for I
do not see a one if I try.
The weight of your hand
is all I recall: but not a breath,
not a warmth, not a footfall
left me to smile at; for you were someone
who lumbered through,
a bowling ball, leaving
disorder in your bumbling wake.
I may not wish you ill,
but I do not wish you well...
instead, I want for you only
the nothing that was given me.

Ecstasy

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:54:31 GMT

I live 5 minutes from death.
My days are full of soft kisses,
gentle touches, ecstasy.

I can only be happy;
I think my heart may burst.

Suss Out the Meaning

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:53:58 GMT

"Show me the way."

Can one hand know another?
Does one need meet another?

Good and evil,
the inevitability of each,
can it be nulified? quantified? magnified?

Calculate me my own heart --
Tell me the percentages --
Print out my summary --
Proof is more than this.

To know me, you must live inside me
for more than 2 months,
for more than 2 years.
To know me, there must be a need & a want:
Search for the meaning.

Tangents

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:52:57 GMT

I lay up instead of down:
my thoughts have grown out
as roots at the back of my head
and would break my mind apart

(you never saw
this side of me)

The Great Sacrifice

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 22:52:23 GMT

The ground lay quiet
brown and green four thousands in miles
This platform: cold
wood from the 40s, rotting slowly under me
No sun, no moon,
no lights down the track, as I wait, and I wait
Yet how to wait
for the train that may never land, for the plane
that may never pull in, for something mysterious
and doubtful, something dark and alluring,
some vexing circumstance to befall, unseen,
from the land, the sea, the sky, from within
I stand alone in the dusk
I watch the brown earth blow into the greenery
I listen for sign of arrival
and meet none; I stand alone

I should wait here
But would you stay if it was asked of you?

Lines do not cross
but words can stumble across the earth
Why, the sacrifice mine to carry
to this platform
in two bags and a backpack
and stand beside
till the day the 7:00 train is on time

Auto-Bio-Graph

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 08:00:17 GMT

Today my skin turned to cracked,
parched terra. My feet are roots
that reach for something missed.
My eyes rained upon my chest
and, too quickly, were soaked up.
But my tongue is a wise snake
who would bargain for a soul.

Virtuous

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:59:41 GMT

Always trying to ride the wave
that breaks apart the heart
and leaves homeless to drown

I have waited. I wait.
Patience is a virtue
but how do I live?

The lines have been drawn
in haste. They are blurry.
They make me dizzy.

I want to sit on a beach
that does not become ruins
and just enjoy the day.

Thursday Looms

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:58:30 GMT

You couldn't hold a lit candle to me ---
Let alone what you'd enjoy holding out
To me. Your ignorance bleeds from your mouth,
Falls upon deaf ears; but you see no blood.
A grave dug, and gladly lying within,
You forgot the promise of worms: too quick
To act, foolhardy, sad pantomime, you
Headstrong clown: infestation took over
Your mind. . .like everyone else. Show's over,
Everyone sees through you now.

Besieged

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:57:49 GMT

Come a victim, come a thief, come, you
With your hardness set into muscle
And bone like diamond into gold.

Come, you incubus, you dream lover:
Come as a wave over my lids, wet
Yet soft, rolling me over, under.

Permeate my body, come so hard
As to leave your mark. Pillage my home,
Rape me, and then kiss away my tears.

Burn down this house when you come; erect
A dwelling room for me inside you
Instead. A place where no distance comes.

Remembered

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 03:08:08 GMT

Nineteenth Century ejaculate
costing $14.50 round-trip
the train pulled out of the station
a bullet from a chamber
passing through the heart
on its way to Philly
      it ran like a fugitive
      on a 1950s TV
      in grayscale only
clips replay & become almost fiction
almost dream almost a bonfire in my crotch
threatening Mind, who knows better,
                  supposedly. I doubt that.
the      journey         just            began
but takes forever to come
all alcohol-soaked,      still sweaty
from the night-before, the bar, the palms
running over me in the shower
hot and needy and lathered
but still lingers the sweat
but still lingers your breath
      on my neck, on my back
      your tongue like a serpent
      crawls through my Gobi mouth
                  still. Believe me. I feel you.
      you probably think
      these words are about you
      don't you? you're right.
I tried to avoid reality.
I dreamed of the days
                  before before before, still.

Untitled

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 02:19:20 GMT

The storefront
Empty time capsule
Black hole nostril of the skull

Dread

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 02:18:10 GMT

I fear most
the rising dawn
the deceitful rain
the animal cry
that is not mine.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:21:21 GMT

Not my pistol
Not my stamen
Which defines me
I am thorny
And beautiful
And still...
Without my bud
I am nothing

Untitled

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 08:51:22 GMT

I am but a river...
You are my ocean.

The Vase

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 18:32:10 GMT

Don't blame me
for wanting to buy you
and take you home
unwrap you
hold you
and stare at your colors
and your exotic shape

Don't lay blame
for my wanting you
to be just for me
mine alone
to fill up with pansies
or violets or roses
and give you cool water

Don't you blame
me for my desires
and my constant eyes
?who is possessed
and who held?
I cannot explain
all my needs

You can't blame
me for needing you
because you don't see
yourself the way I do
and that is key
to my entranced
captivity

BF

Mon, 15 May 2006 05:49:05 GMT

Like a bulldog
left to the streets
searching out scraps
by all the sweet smells
in a cold, dark alley

...this is how I
try to find scents
of you on my pillow
& on my sheets
every cold, dark night.